I MISS YOU BADLY ))=

yesterday before i went to sleep..
i sent 'i miss you' to him..
he speechless..
then i told him 'forget what i told you just now'
he doesnt reply me..
sighs*
then i slept..
in the morning..
i went to Emiko's room..
i get a news..
he sent 'i miss you' to my sis..
awww..
i hate you freaking damn much..
i tell myself to let him go..
i will..
just will make myself more suffer if i still like you..
and because of you
i rejected him..
i hurted him..
if i still like you, everybody will say im a selfish person..
so, i have to~
i can see you in bus except i didnt sit..
maybe a week 3 or 4 times..
its enough..
sighs*
umm
im hungry..
now is 3.33pm..
where is my lunch?
where is Samtoh?
buy ingredient dou gam loi meh?
haiyohhh~
CNY coming soon..
woohooo^^
will be celebrate with my family..
maybe with my friends if i free..
of course wont stay at home..
very busy ge le..
hahaha
use those CNY money to buy things that i like..
but i know mummy dont let ge le
aiyahh..
give her half of my money to bank in la..
pandai kan?
haiyoohhhh~
havent finish my homework..
lazy lahh..
still have moral karangan, sejarah karangan, add maths and pj
do sei me le..
dont know why gam dor homework gehh...
i told emiko
' i realise that study more happier that work'
because work cannot holiday..
maybe one week once..
but study got 2 days holidays of a week..
am i right?
work for the whole day..
study for 6 hours..
study lagi untung..
hahaha
ummm

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