MUNWAI: dad! i have tuition tomorrow..
DAD: then?!
MUNWAI: can you fetch me back?
DAD: where's your mom?!
MUNWAI: tomorrow is tuesday.. she cant fetch me..
DAD: why on thursday she can fetch, but on tuesday she cant?!
MUNWAI: thursday actually she cant.. just because of she need to fetch ah teng then sun bin fetch me..
DAD: do you know i dont have time?!
MUNWAI: *speechless*
DAD: if your mom dont fetch then you no need to go tuition..!!
MUNWAI: *back my own sit*
DAD: i very busy.. in the night i have to work, morning i have to work and bla bla bla~=S

i was thinking why did my dad said that to me..
sighs*
im polite enough to talk to him..
where's his manners?!!!!!!
am i not important for him?
am i still in his heart?
sighs*
since she born the baby..
me, ah teng and munyee was not on his sight..
okay!!
enough..
very suffer in this family..
hope to grow up faster and then go outstation to study..
urghhh!!

today is mom's birthday..
yesterday i bought a dress for her..
she was so happy..
today she wear the dress out..
we went to jj..
i saw many ppl that i known..
and today dad scolded me why not going back home..
i didnt answer him..
then he 'kam' my phone..
felt not syok dy..
then many sad things came out from my head..
then i texted YY..
and yet argue with her..
actually i dont hope that..
that time i very unhappy..
and your conversation were very rude..
i hate that..
and then HoeyYan chat with me..
i tell her about my family..
because i was very very very fan and felt wanna cry..
at last when im typing msg to her, i cried out..
i was very weak..
sighs*
and i cry yin yao cry..
then only i felt okay..
i love my family..
dont make me hate my family..
be the eldest not that good..
and yet be the smallest not that good too..

long time didnt post le..
and im back..
LOL
i've been caught by my mom last and last tuesday..
because i went to parade..
because i didnt ask for her permission to go there..
mom said althought the next day is my birthday i should tell her too..
anyway, sorry mom..
=[
i promised her not going out with friends anymore without her permission..
maybe library jao can la..
so, i'll go to library ge jek..
no other place..
sighs*
when i went to hk, there are few things happened at school
and now i fan min with my friends..
they very zin..
urghh.
since i back from hk..
i didnt talk with them..
anyway, thats my reasons..

went to hk on 25th february..
syok nyer..
hahaha
first time sat aeroplane..
i like the trip anyway..
hope to go the again..
but i dont like their food
sucks..
and their thai dou very char..
haiyohh...

CNY

lin 30 man;
go out eat with family..
then go my aunt's house..
whee..*happy*
then Samtoh and Emiko ask me wanna join them..
then i said yes..
we go fetch Ah Mun first
then go tong kui[station 1 cafe]
umm
not soo many ppl jek la..
thought wanna go clubbing..
but i cant go..
*sad*
then they ordered BEER..
i dont dare to drink la..
then Hoey Yan and her bf join us..
play poker with them..
hehehe..
who lose who didnt the beer..
Hoey Yan lose.. she drink it..
then i lose.. *sighs*
i terpaksa drink it..
before back home..
i ate jo 3 or 4 kopiko...
because dont wanna let my parents know that i drink beer..
pandai right?
then we go back my aunty's house..
play bomberman..childish-nyer..but very syok..
1.30 am my cousinc and i go jj watch movie..[72 bla bla bla]
i dont know what name..
i think 4 only back home..
very tired then jao sleep jo lu..

chor 1;
dad call me wake up..
but i told him that i very tired..
then he let me sleep
he go play mahjong with his friends..
i wake up then go bath..
before bath i curl my hair..hehehe..
fat hou
then i tied up my hair because i curl dou yin yeong jo..
dad gave me angpao..xD
then go my aunt's house again..
took picture with my cousin..


Seng Hoo and me..=]

chor 2;
wake up in the AFTERNOON..
not morning..hehe
go kopitiam with my family..
many ppl la..
we almost wait jo half an hour sin get our lunch..
my cousins brother beh tahan then go mcd eat..
fast + delicious..
go aunt's house again..
it seems boring but actually not la..
go there got lots of fun..
hehehe..
my dad go play mahjong..
then we go eat..
after eat we back home..
waa..
sien dou..
i think almost 11 gam my dad ask me wanna go my aunt's house or not..
then i said of course la
gam sien
reached there..
first thing is gambling..
then took some pictures..

my dad stick his ass on the chair for many hours to play mahjong
they play until 4.30 gam..
but i play bomberman..
nothing to do la..
dad said back home le..
yay..can balik rumah tidur..
hahaha..

chor 3;
back my mom's house..
gambling again..
hehehe

chor 4;
back aunt's house..
because got mou si..
many ppl at her house..
mou si reached le..
everybody get down and see..
yeng..

chor 5;
Hoey Yan ask me to her birthday party..
ten i ask mom..
mom nag me for awhile..
sighs*
at last she gave me go..
hahaha
almost 12.30 gam Hoey Yan's dad reached my popo's house..
i get into her car..
i was blur and forget to wish her dad
because i thought her dad is her brother..
i dont know what should i call him..
then she told me that is her dad..
then i said 'uncle'
uncle gave me an angpao..
hehehe..
we reached Mama Mia..
but havent open yet..
then we go Delight..
i thought ZhiYing was there..
actually she went out..
i called her to find me when she back..
hahaha..
miss her so much la..
then i back home le..

End..=]

Argue again..

in this year
i'd argued with Sofea for three time..
its only two months for school..
if one year, how could i survive?
i didnt betray her, but she said so..
sighs
i dont feel comfortable anyway..
i treat her good, did i?
Eugenia also said that..
but she really make me up set..
at last i say sorry to her..
i should not do that..
become a friend better than become an enemy..
right?
i know she just pretend to 'friend' with me..
sighs..
friendship no more longer..
who care?
i dont care..
and yesterday went to parade..
go with Hoeyyan, Munyee, Samtoh and Ah mun..
hahaha
quite syok actually..
then me and Hoeyyen went to AMC..
but i dont dare to go inside the school.
luckily i didnt go in AMC
because Mrs. Lee is inside there..
today after school dismiss i rush into my mom's car..
because i scared i late for tuition..
every week also like that..
aiyohh...
very busy..
but just only for Thursday..
in the night only can rest..
just now mom suddenly told me
'you and Munyee are sisters..anyway, you have to appreaciate her as your own sis'
then i told my mom what i dont like about my sis..
then i cried out..that time we was at the 'ong kee' nga choi kai..
got many people looking at me..
pai seh nya..
mom told me many things..
i did help my sis more..
but she's the one who dont appreaciate me ma.. not meh?
haiyoh..
feel so small already la me..
umm..
sleep le..byebye

Lepak at parade..xD..syoknyer..

waaa..
went to parade today..
very syok lehh..
hahaha
first we met Kelvin..
then we go kopitiam...
because Kelvin called so..
after a few minutes..
i saw somebody went into the Kopitiam..
guess who??
hahahaha
isssss.......
'him'
he saw me, i saw him..
i was very happy..
but got a bit dont wanna see dou him..
i crazy dy..
sighs*
then when he was ordering something at the counter..
i went to the toilet..
because i wanna avoid him..
but then he go toilet too..
=="
i think he heard what i told Kitmun..
its about him..
my god..
pai seh nyer...!!
he used the public phone to make a call..
i was waiting him 'getting lost'
but i scared he know that..
so i just walk out from the toilet..
his friends look at me..
then i back kopitiam
he back kopitiam too..
sighs*
Sofea point me with her finger to him..
he just smile..
then me and Kitmun walk together..
Kelvin with Sofea of course..
then i told Kitmun that i wanna find him..
she bring me go find him at Imax, foodcourt..
but he's not there..
then she bring me to Bowling cheong..
before i step in ..
i already saw him..
then i ran out..
when i saw him, my mind was thinking 'get off la you'
what happened to me?
Sofea said HI to him..
he said HI to Sofea too..
funny her and him
hahaha..
then we back to school..
i saw many pupils in yellow colour shirt..
6.30pm i went into my bus..
i was thinking what happened at parade..
and i felt wanna see him..
at last i success..
i saw him at the outside of my bus..
hahahaha..
then back home..
Sofea told me that she cant go and watch movie with me dy
i was very angry..
i told him 'dont want go jao dont want go la.. bye'
saya sangat kejam la...
i have no mood to do my homework dy..
then i make a decision to ONLINE..
whahahaha..
later on going to sleep..
hehehe..
GOODNIGHT!!

I MISS YOU BADLY ))=

yesterday before i went to sleep..
i sent 'i miss you' to him..
he speechless..
then i told him 'forget what i told you just now'
he doesnt reply me..
sighs*
then i slept..
in the morning..
i went to Emiko's room..
i get a news..
he sent 'i miss you' to my sis..
awww..
i hate you freaking damn much..
i tell myself to let him go..
i will..
just will make myself more suffer if i still like you..
and because of you
i rejected him..
i hurted him..
if i still like you, everybody will say im a selfish person..
so, i have to~
i can see you in bus except i didnt sit..
maybe a week 3 or 4 times..
its enough..
sighs*
umm
im hungry..
now is 3.33pm..
where is my lunch?
where is Samtoh?
buy ingredient dou gam loi meh?
haiyohhh~
CNY coming soon..
woohooo^^
will be celebrate with my family..
maybe with my friends if i free..
of course wont stay at home..
very busy ge le..
hahaha
use those CNY money to buy things that i like..
but i know mummy dont let ge le
aiyahh..
give her half of my money to bank in la..
pandai kan?
haiyoohhhh~
havent finish my homework..
lazy lahh..
still have moral karangan, sejarah karangan, add maths and pj
do sei me le..
dont know why gam dor homework gehh...
i told emiko
' i realise that study more happier that work'
because work cannot holiday..
maybe one week once..
but study got 2 days holidays of a week..
am i right?
work for the whole day..
study for 6 hours..
study lagi untung..
hahaha
ummm

END

hey!!

long time didnt post le...
because no time + lazy post..
many homework lehh..
hate it!!
and dad said
'im going to Singapore with her'
with the baby?
i know what you thinking dad..
now you've a new family..
26th January
you told me, MunYee and ah Teng that you wont leave us..
but now you're planning to Singapore..
family spoilt my mood
yea, i know my mother's house is better..
so?
i dont care..
i want as usual..
stay at bercham until i 18 or above or forever
family should together whatever things are happening..
please think of my feelings..
very unhappy about that..
umm..
still cant forget about him..
am i a flowerheart..
i like him and him..
dua him..
hahaha
very confusing la..
and i hope THY dont be a self caring person..
although KLY like me before..
it doesnt mean that she will like me now or later..
im not a lesbian
okay..?
wont choose her as my boy..
i'll avoid her..
its good for me and both of you too..
we're just friend..

my friend said im in a good mood..
umm..
did i?
LAUGH-OUT-LOUD
yea
i think so..
hahaha
and
we looked at each other..
just for a few seconds..
because he wanna get into the bus..
okay
nevermind~
AND
a girl who sit beside me in the class named, HoeyYan
she quit pretty..
hahaha..
umm..
she's from PoiLam..
i asked her know who is 'him'
she said yea..
LAUGH-OUT-LOUD
i thought she's just a student..
i mean concerntrate to study that type of student..
no bf..
no hangout..
doesn't online..
but actually, she's got..
hahaha
same like me..
she was like my friend who changed to PoiLam High School..
awww..
miss her soo much..
hope to see her soon..
^^
didnt stayback today..
i was thinking why did i like to stayback every school days last year?
hahaha..
back home is better..
can sleep..
can watch astro..
can online..
can bath too..
better than stay at school..
right?
and tomorrow going to stayback..
because have to accompany EnLi with her 'boy'
aww..
EnLi~ you dai gor le..
got bf liao..
hahaha
hope he treat you good yea..^^
umm..
im hungry now..
dont have food to eat..
aha!!
if i stay at school, i can eat at the canteen..
but whatever
anyway,
eat instant noodle again..
then later do homework..
my god!!
many homework that nee to do..
i dont like it..
=(
plus
i be the "keceriaan kelas" dy..
homework + class decoration
going to die..
sure will less online ge le..
and hope this year our 4v3 will be proud like last year 3 Part..
=D
will work hard for everythings..^^

yeasterday teacher announce which class that we'll be going..
i go 4v3..
=]
good..
i like this class..
although
EnLi and Mandy not same class with me..
but i dont care..
i just want to take i like de class..
wohoo..
LiYean, HoiYee, YongHui, WeiYee
and some old friends same class with me..
i realise that my old friends is more better..
more comfortable too..
because we know each other almost 9 or 10 years..
we are very close last time..
now too..
hahaha
very happy when i chat with them
close friends ever..
and now school ends at 1.50pm
waa..
cant see my friends le..
everyone also back dy lo..
haiyohh
and 2nd recess dy la now
sighs
cant see my dearest Sofea..
hahaha
friday le
must can see her de
Sek Sam Nee give me money as my reward for PMR
i should not receive it
i must give it back to her
but how..
she will very fish ge wo..
haiyohh...
ask for opinion from my friends first..
=]
end here..

3rd day of school
assembly is the first..
hate it!!
proud of 3 Partridge 2009..
principal praise our class put many effort to the notice board..
hahaha....
3 Hornbill also..
congrat!!
=)
then
have to stay in the upper hall again..
sighs*
tomorrow is going to stay there again..
WHAT??!!
enough lo..
sakit punggung lehh..
Lemon called me to sit with her..
chat, play and laugh with her..
funny her..
hahaha..
umm
i know 'she' was looking at us..
but anyway,
im not purposely to make you feel like that..
so sorry..
today 12.30pm dismiss..
whahaha
happy nyer..
then i walk to AMC
i thought uncle will go there and wait us..
but
i didnt saw the bus..
i thought he havent come..
actually
he fetch Poi Lam and Samtet first..
=.=''
i was waiting at there almost half and hour..
i when into the bus..
i saw his friend..
but i didnt saw him..
yerr...
why one?
nevermind le..
i dont care..
sighs*
then reached home..
i felt wanna online..
but MunYee too..
then i told her online till 4 then give me..
afterthat
i was very tired and sleepy..
then i slept..
allahh..
i dont wanna sleep in the afternoon..
later in the night i cant sleep..
=(
umm..
have to paksa sendiri sleep le..
anyway..
goodnight..~

2nd day at school..
today quite happy at school..
because of my funny friends..
EnLi, Yasmine, Mandy and bla bla bla..
we play together at the upper hall..
however, our ass almost hoi fah..
urghh!!!
everybody felt that...
LAUGH-OUT-LOUD
Yasmine didnt sit with CheauYee today..
imposible..
i asked her 'why dont you sit with her?'
she said 'im sick'
sweat =.=''
what a good reason..
anyway, at last they sat together..
hahaha
after school dismiss..
me and Enli walk to AMC..
very hot man!
luckily uncle was in the air-cond bus..
hahaha
and waiting for Felecia come out from her school
saw her x2..
but not walking towards here..
where did she go, huh?
then i go come out from the bus..
i called Felecia '8 POH'
she dont have respond..
maybe she cant hear it..
if she heard that maybe she will beat me..
whahahaha
and she get into the air-cond bus..
uncle start the engine
then move the bus...
Enli and Felecia was very funny..
they scared and called uncle to stop the bus..
hahaha..
laugh sei me lo..
umm..
then i saw him again..
i didnt look at him at first..
but at last..
sighs*
and and and..
back home le..
dont have things to eat..
okay..
i dont eat..
'mask-ing' now..
then after that will sleep for 3 or 4 hours..
HAHAHA..
=)

first day at school..
sighs*
charm..
get caught by teacher and prefect..
hair again..
what the h**k!!
gam unlucky mehh?
and hear what teacher said today..
sit until ass dou pain ahh..
haiyohh~
anyway, sitting in the upper hall dreaming only..
nothing to do..
cant walk..
cant talk..
cant turn left, right and behind..
thats why ass pain..
LAUGH-OUT-LOUD
and today is Vivien's birthday..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, VIVIEN!!
=)
and Lemon gave me a lollipop..
waaa!!
cute man..
super mario puyer lollipop..
ahahahaha..
first time i saw..
Lemon called me to return back her Crosby shirt..
i answer her 'okay'
that time we was in the canteen..
then in the upper hall, she said it again..
i answer her 'okay' again..
after dismiss..
she called my sis to remind me again..
urghhh!!
i know ge la, Lemon jie jie..
and im not dai tau har..
as you said BIG HEAD PRAWN..
LAUGH-OUT-LOUD
cute her..
and in the bus..
i saw him..
Inba said him leng zai...
hohoho
happy me..
i know he saw me..
we didnt talk to each other
or smile
just have a look..
its enough..!!
=)

wohhoooooo!!
tomorrow school reopen le..
whahahahaha!!
i can meet my friends back..
miss my friends very much..
went to jusco just now..
i have to buy bag, bottle, pencil case, socks..
=='
bought a Nike bag cost 159 bucks
Nike bottle cost 50 bucks
Esprit pencil case cost 30 bucks
socks cost 0 buck
because socks 'habis stok'
gik sei..
terpaksa wear old socks to school..
sob..sob..
now left 100++ bucks only..
sighs*
heart broken dy..
nevermind le..
Chinese New Year coming..
$$ coming too..
LAUGH-OUT-LOUD
and tonight have to sleep earlier..
can sleep only say la..
guan jo sleep at 3 something..
and wake up in the afternoon..
hahaha..
tomorrow i'll be seeing him when change bus..
hope he cant see me and i cant see him too..
^^v
but anyway
i know my eyes will searching for him everywhere around the bus..
what time will i dismiss tomorrow?
1.50?
i dont want lahh!!
sien sei..
and now i dont know wanna choose what class..
S or V?
family called me to choose S..
but no hing chui at all..
and V leh not bad lahh
sighs*
better go V class..
scared can handle in S class..
hmm..
goodnight..
hahaha..
got to sleep le..

back mom's house today..
wheeee...
happy nyer..
and mama follow too.
omg..
scared daddy dont like tim..
sighs..
mama called us to lie daddy
at last, bocor jo..
but anyway, daddy didnt say anything..
hmm..
nothing special then..

HAPPY NEW YEAR
=]