I MISS YOU BADLY ))=

yesterday before i went to sleep..
i sent 'i miss you' to him..
he speechless..
then i told him 'forget what i told you just now'
he doesnt reply me..
sighs*
then i slept..
in the morning..
i went to Emiko's room..
i get a news..
he sent 'i miss you' to my sis..
awww..
i hate you freaking damn much..
i tell myself to let him go..
i will..
just will make myself more suffer if i still like you..
and because of you
i rejected him..
i hurted him..
if i still like you, everybody will say im a selfish person..
so, i have to~
i can see you in bus except i didnt sit..
maybe a week 3 or 4 times..
its enough..
sighs*
umm
im hungry..
now is 3.33pm..
where is my lunch?
where is Samtoh?
buy ingredient dou gam loi meh?
haiyohhh~
CNY coming soon..
woohooo^^
will be celebrate with my family..
maybe with my friends if i free..
of course wont stay at home..
very busy ge le..
hahaha
use those CNY money to buy things that i like..
but i know mummy dont let ge le
aiyahh..
give her half of my money to bank in la..
pandai kan?
haiyoohhhh~
havent finish my homework..
lazy lahh..
still have moral karangan, sejarah karangan, add maths and pj
do sei me le..
dont know why gam dor homework gehh...
i told emiko
' i realise that study more happier that work'
because work cannot holiday..
maybe one week once..
but study got 2 days holidays of a week..
am i right?
work for the whole day..
study for 6 hours..
study lagi untung..
hahaha
ummm

END

hey!!

long time didnt post le...
because no time + lazy post..
many homework lehh..
hate it!!
and dad said
'im going to Singapore with her'
with the baby?
i know what you thinking dad..
now you've a new family..
26th January
you told me, MunYee and ah Teng that you wont leave us..
but now you're planning to Singapore..
family spoilt my mood
yea, i know my mother's house is better..
so?
i dont care..
i want as usual..
stay at bercham until i 18 or above or forever
family should together whatever things are happening..
please think of my feelings..
very unhappy about that..
umm..
still cant forget about him..
am i a flowerheart..
i like him and him..
dua him..
hahaha
very confusing la..
and i hope THY dont be a self caring person..
although KLY like me before..
it doesnt mean that she will like me now or later..
im not a lesbian
okay..?
wont choose her as my boy..
i'll avoid her..
its good for me and both of you too..
we're just friend..

my friend said im in a good mood..
umm..
did i?
LAUGH-OUT-LOUD
yea
i think so..
hahaha
and
we looked at each other..
just for a few seconds..
because he wanna get into the bus..
okay
nevermind~
AND
a girl who sit beside me in the class named, HoeyYan
she quit pretty..
hahaha..
umm..
she's from PoiLam..
i asked her know who is 'him'
she said yea..
LAUGH-OUT-LOUD
i thought she's just a student..
i mean concerntrate to study that type of student..
no bf..
no hangout..
doesn't online..
but actually, she's got..
hahaha
same like me..
she was like my friend who changed to PoiLam High School..
awww..
miss her soo much..
hope to see her soon..
^^
didnt stayback today..
i was thinking why did i like to stayback every school days last year?
hahaha..
back home is better..
can sleep..
can watch astro..
can online..
can bath too..
better than stay at school..
right?
and tomorrow going to stayback..
because have to accompany EnLi with her 'boy'
aww..
EnLi~ you dai gor le..
got bf liao..
hahaha
hope he treat you good yea..^^
umm..
im hungry now..
dont have food to eat..
aha!!
if i stay at school, i can eat at the canteen..
but whatever
anyway,
eat instant noodle again..
then later do homework..
my god!!
many homework that nee to do..
i dont like it..
=(
plus
i be the "keceriaan kelas" dy..
homework + class decoration
going to die..
sure will less online ge le..
and hope this year our 4v3 will be proud like last year 3 Part..
=D
will work hard for everythings..^^

yeasterday teacher announce which class that we'll be going..
i go 4v3..
=]
good..
i like this class..
although
EnLi and Mandy not same class with me..
but i dont care..
i just want to take i like de class..
wohoo..
LiYean, HoiYee, YongHui, WeiYee
and some old friends same class with me..
i realise that my old friends is more better..
more comfortable too..
because we know each other almost 9 or 10 years..
we are very close last time..
now too..
hahaha
very happy when i chat with them
close friends ever..
and now school ends at 1.50pm
waa..
cant see my friends le..
everyone also back dy lo..
haiyohh
and 2nd recess dy la now
sighs
cant see my dearest Sofea..
hahaha
friday le
must can see her de
Sek Sam Nee give me money as my reward for PMR
i should not receive it
i must give it back to her
but how..
she will very fish ge wo..
haiyohh...
ask for opinion from my friends first..
=]
end here..

3rd day of school
assembly is the first..
hate it!!
proud of 3 Partridge 2009..
principal praise our class put many effort to the notice board..
hahaha....
3 Hornbill also..
congrat!!
=)
then
have to stay in the upper hall again..
sighs*
tomorrow is going to stay there again..
WHAT??!!
enough lo..
sakit punggung lehh..
Lemon called me to sit with her..
chat, play and laugh with her..
funny her..
hahaha..
umm
i know 'she' was looking at us..
but anyway,
im not purposely to make you feel like that..
so sorry..
today 12.30pm dismiss..
whahaha
happy nyer..
then i walk to AMC
i thought uncle will go there and wait us..
but
i didnt saw the bus..
i thought he havent come..
actually
he fetch Poi Lam and Samtet first..
=.=''
i was waiting at there almost half and hour..
i when into the bus..
i saw his friend..
but i didnt saw him..
yerr...
why one?
nevermind le..
i dont care..
sighs*
then reached home..
i felt wanna online..
but MunYee too..
then i told her online till 4 then give me..
afterthat
i was very tired and sleepy..
then i slept..
allahh..
i dont wanna sleep in the afternoon..
later in the night i cant sleep..
=(
umm..
have to paksa sendiri sleep le..
anyway..
goodnight..~

2nd day at school..
today quite happy at school..
because of my funny friends..
EnLi, Yasmine, Mandy and bla bla bla..
we play together at the upper hall..
however, our ass almost hoi fah..
urghh!!!
everybody felt that...
LAUGH-OUT-LOUD
Yasmine didnt sit with CheauYee today..
imposible..
i asked her 'why dont you sit with her?'
she said 'im sick'
sweat =.=''
what a good reason..
anyway, at last they sat together..
hahaha
after school dismiss..
me and Enli walk to AMC..
very hot man!
luckily uncle was in the air-cond bus..
hahaha
and waiting for Felecia come out from her school
saw her x2..
but not walking towards here..
where did she go, huh?
then i go come out from the bus..
i called Felecia '8 POH'
she dont have respond..
maybe she cant hear it..
if she heard that maybe she will beat me..
whahahaha
and she get into the air-cond bus..
uncle start the engine
then move the bus...
Enli and Felecia was very funny..
they scared and called uncle to stop the bus..
hahaha..
laugh sei me lo..
umm..
then i saw him again..
i didnt look at him at first..
but at last..
sighs*
and and and..
back home le..
dont have things to eat..
okay..
i dont eat..
'mask-ing' now..
then after that will sleep for 3 or 4 hours..
HAHAHA..
=)

first day at school..
sighs*
charm..
get caught by teacher and prefect..
hair again..
what the h**k!!
gam unlucky mehh?
and hear what teacher said today..
sit until ass dou pain ahh..
haiyohh~
anyway, sitting in the upper hall dreaming only..
nothing to do..
cant walk..
cant talk..
cant turn left, right and behind..
thats why ass pain..
LAUGH-OUT-LOUD
and today is Vivien's birthday..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, VIVIEN!!
=)
and Lemon gave me a lollipop..
waaa!!
cute man..
super mario puyer lollipop..
ahahahaha..
first time i saw..
Lemon called me to return back her Crosby shirt..
i answer her 'okay'
that time we was in the canteen..
then in the upper hall, she said it again..
i answer her 'okay' again..
after dismiss..
she called my sis to remind me again..
urghhh!!
i know ge la, Lemon jie jie..
and im not dai tau har..
as you said BIG HEAD PRAWN..
LAUGH-OUT-LOUD
cute her..
and in the bus..
i saw him..
Inba said him leng zai...
hohoho
happy me..
i know he saw me..
we didnt talk to each other
or smile
just have a look..
its enough..!!
=)

wohhoooooo!!
tomorrow school reopen le..
whahahahaha!!
i can meet my friends back..
miss my friends very much..
went to jusco just now..
i have to buy bag, bottle, pencil case, socks..
=='
bought a Nike bag cost 159 bucks
Nike bottle cost 50 bucks
Esprit pencil case cost 30 bucks
socks cost 0 buck
because socks 'habis stok'
gik sei..
terpaksa wear old socks to school..
sob..sob..
now left 100++ bucks only..
sighs*
heart broken dy..
nevermind le..
Chinese New Year coming..
$$ coming too..
LAUGH-OUT-LOUD
and tonight have to sleep earlier..
can sleep only say la..
guan jo sleep at 3 something..
and wake up in the afternoon..
hahaha..
tomorrow i'll be seeing him when change bus..
hope he cant see me and i cant see him too..
^^v
but anyway
i know my eyes will searching for him everywhere around the bus..
what time will i dismiss tomorrow?
1.50?
i dont want lahh!!
sien sei..
and now i dont know wanna choose what class..
S or V?
family called me to choose S..
but no hing chui at all..
and V leh not bad lahh
sighs*
better go V class..
scared can handle in S class..
hmm..
goodnight..
hahaha..
got to sleep le..

back mom's house today..
wheeee...
happy nyer..
and mama follow too.
omg..
scared daddy dont like tim..
sighs..
mama called us to lie daddy
at last, bocor jo..
but anyway, daddy didnt say anything..
hmm..
nothing special then..

HAPPY NEW YEAR
=]